October 29, 2007

Kicking myself

I had my interview this morning at 6:30 am. (You'd think I'd get bonus points for being bright and articulate at that hour at the very least). I think I bombed big time and was kicking myself all the way home with all those "woulda, shoulda, couldas" that swirl through our heads at times like this. What is done is done however and we will be notified in writing later as to whether or not we were successful. It's a relief this long process is finally over, but I so wish I could re-do that last 5 minutes of the interview. At least then I would feel that I had given it my very best shot.

I just keep telling myself that it was good experience and I can reapply in the new year when they run the process again. Doesn't change the fact that I am bitterly disappointed in myself for how things went this morning.

Oh well.


Jennyta said...

I ogten find that its the times when I think things have not gone well in an interview are the times when I get the job. Don't give up hope yet. :)

moon said...

I think u are way to hard on yourself...and more critical than needed ya goober!! Just as jennyta said, its often those times we were the very best in other eyes ..and if not, like u said, theres always next yr......crossing fingers for u.